
The earth, she’s fully dilated. Crowning. I walked outside this morning, early, as the last little glimmer of a star was fading in the east. Birds were heralding, already darting about in between trees and branches. The Robins are back in full force, the red breasted coterie scampering around the yard with their unbelievable knack for finding worms. I feel about Robins the same way I felt about my best friend in high school. Sturdy, faithful, solid. The Mourning Doves are also back now, and calling their hauntingly beautiful song out into the morning. One of my top five favorite sounds. In fact, when I lay dying I hope to hear that call.
It feels like a special time to me.
A time for inspiration.
A time to pause, outside, and inhale deeply. A time to give thanks that life pulses through our vessels. A time to recognize that transformation, as evidenced by our teacher Earth, is all that we’re doing here.
From Rainer Maria Rilke in Letters To A Young Poet:
“All Things consist of gestation and then giving birth. To allow the completion of every impression, every germ of a feeling deep within, in darkness, beyond words, in the realm of instinct unattainable by logic, to await humbly and patiently the hour of a descent of a new clarity: that alone is to live one’s art, in the realm of understanding as in that of creativity.”
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A note to my blogger community…I have a big project I’m working on, whose culmination is in late May. Bear with me as I bring it to fruition, as I won’t be posting as much. You guys make my heart smile.
April 15, 2009 at 9:35 am
Hi Molly,
beautiful words, lovely inspiring thoughts of the life cycle that abounds. I watched the finches this morning, gathering at their feed post, newly filled with fresh food – they are broth a gray/brown and yellow/green – as they too transform from the colors of winter in to the colors of Spring – amazing –
WIth high regard,
Gail
peace…..
April 15, 2009 at 11:09 am
Gail,
Thanks for your lovely words.
Peace,
Molly
April 15, 2009 at 12:37 pm
Molly,
I love your descriptive words about spring. This is a magical season, full of promise and beauty. Good luck on your project.
April 15, 2009 at 1:07 pm
Hi Molly, thank you for this wonderful, timely post. I love the image of the earth “gestating” – something that all of us are doing, as well. (Although sometimes it feels like mid-winter.)
Barry
April 15, 2009 at 1:47 pm
Wishing you much inspiration, Molly. It is a lovely time.
April 15, 2009 at 1:49 pm
My season is different here, but it still feels like a crowning on the verge of newness, so the cycle of change and new birth is very similar in feeling.
I live in a place called “Birdwood” which is next to a large Park/Domain and gets it’s name from the abundance of Birdlife here here. I wake up to that chorus each day and I just love it.
Good luck with the project and catch up soon.
April 15, 2009 at 2:39 pm
To be me–It is magical, isn’t it?
Barry–Yes, it can feel like midwinter, can’t it?
Laura–Thanks. I need the inspiration. You guys give it to me.
Thanks Aggs:)
April 15, 2009 at 5:44 pm
very nice quote..I remember something on the similar lines in the book “Tibetan art of living and death”
April 15, 2009 at 6:32 pm
I wish you well on your project and I hope you continue to notice the beauty around you…
April 15, 2009 at 6:57 pm
Rambler–I’ll have to look for the quote you are referring to.
Thanks Val–Looks like my spring is about to be dumped on by 10-20″ snow tomorrow!
April 16, 2009 at 9:49 am
o.0 Woah – that’s a lot of snow!
Best wishes on your project, and stay safe!
Lovely post, by the way!! ^_^
April 17, 2009 at 5:42 am
I don’t recognize seasons like spring, autumn etc. Here it is only two seasons – Summer and Winter. Or do I live in such a concrete jungle that I am not able to recognize them? I think i need to move to a smaller town!
Destination Infinity
April 17, 2009 at 8:43 am
Interesting question, DI. Is it Mumbai?
April 17, 2009 at 3:15 pm
Spring, yeah!
Thank you, Molly! Great post!
April 18, 2009 at 8:12 am
Uku, you’re welcome! How are things going with the Zen Center?
April 20, 2009 at 9:14 pm
Indeed! Spring time always resonates heavily with me. Thanks for sharing the feeling. I can literally feel it as I read.
April 21, 2009 at 9:57 am
The redbuds and dogwoods are in full bloom. Azaleas are starting to open and most bulbs have already sprouted and are starting to die off. New beginnings are all around us. I’ll never be able to look at a Robin the same way…….love you.